Crazy Nite

This is the first nite I prayed to Jesus~
Well..
Before I pray, I was thinking to pray but I am writing my diary~
Smtg strange happen~
I cry without reason!!!
=.=
I cry in such a sudden bcuz I am sad and really no reason!!
After I cry, I go pray to Jesus~
I felt better~
Cuz of I can say smtg out~
I said that I am not happy and I wanna find my happiness~
THx Jesus~
I suddenly miss Sze Min??
Or suddenly miss sister??
Anyway~
that is one of the reason I cry~
Well,
cheer up my frenz~
dun learn me >.<

Confussed~

Oh My God~
I juz go that CF camp for two days!!
I think I am in love with my leader!!
Help~
??
Now, I am so confussed and keep on asking myself a question~
Do I still love sister??
Or have I changed??
I am totally confussed~
Oh Jesus~ I trusted you since I am in kindergarten~
Can you juz give me smtg I really want??
Is love~
A love from my leader and sister~
Pls help me God,
if not,
I am so confussed...
I am not happy after that camp... why??
I dunno~
I am so scared..Jesus must believe me!! I do trust Jesus since I was a little kid...
Now, I dunno wat am I afraid of~
BUt...
I really trust~
and anyway~
thx Jesus and God for giving me a chance to noe each other through this camp~
but say smtg that I dun like~
I am jealous of my leader~
Whenever she says that small boy cute, I am so angry~
I dun even cooperate v that kid
I am sry Jesus~
I noe I am over jealous and so selfish~
I should think of my group~
Jesus I trust you~ really!! since I was a little kid~
Well~
I am not so sure what and I dun understand all these things~
abit confussing~ But I believe there are GOd and Jesus>.<
anyway~
this blog is not bout that =.=
cum back to the topic~
Juz now,
when I am in love,
I am trying to sit near her and attract her attention...
I sit near her~
until veeeerrryyy near~
=.=
her leg put on my leg!! =.=
I dunno why I liked her~
Maybe she enough siao~
Like my style >.<
I dunno why I felt smtg in her~
She is a gud person~
I think~
She said smtg in front of all~
She said our group used to loose every time, but she is very happy when she saw her teammate
work together and dun even sad or give up when we loose..
BUt we run to another station happily~
That time I was so touched~
I want to cry!!
=.=
And she said that this is the 1st time she loose until so happy~
And I dunno why after I go that camp,I found myself~
I am so happy >.<
Maybe its cuz of you Jesus~
thx Jesus~ and God ofcuz ^^
And maybe its cuz of her >.<
thx Sze Min and GOd~
She hold my hands and hugged me and say that I am cute~
I felt that I am so frenly and really I dun felt that I am a ppl that no use~
thx Jesus again and leader>.<
She hold my hands when sings~
and hug me cuz I am cute?? xD
Jesus~
I am so happy to have a leader like that~
She is so funny and give me lots of nice and happy memories~
Her sound so sexy~ =.=
Maybe she is not cute, not pretty
but all I see is she is a very gud leader and a very cute + sexy~~~ ppl =.= xD
Anyway~
I dunno why I juz felt that she is super great!!
Jesus~
1st thx for giving us a chace to noe each other~
and that little president~
she is damn cute too^^
she rmb my name!!
lolx~
anyway~ thx her for sharing such a wonderful story~
and thx for her singing~
touched until I wanna cry~ and all my hair stands up xD
THis is a great camp~
^.^
thx Jesus~
I juz hope that next yr they can cum too^^
I am sry for cant join the club~
I got band~
This two days I felt like living in another world~
I noe that this world~
beside band, still have many worlds that are fun^.^
thx Jesus~

= ]

I think I love you~
I am falling for you~
And now I miss you~

Sister,
all I want to say is that
I maybe dun like you...
But deep inside my heart~
I love you = )
All I say that band seniors dun let me smile is not bout you~
Is bout others seniors~
You dun scold me in Bnad~ ^^
You asked me not to smile but I keep on smile and you dun scold me~
You are juz too great = ]
sister,
once again~
I LOVE YOU = )
No matter what happened~
Even I mad at you,
even I dislike you,
tat is all fake~
I love you from the bottom of my heart~ ^^
I juz want to see you more~
Communicate v you more~
I want to share v u bout my things~
I dun hope that u share ur things...But anyway
I love you
I want to see you~
I miss you~
I want to go band prac, I want to online~
to share everything bout me~
I want to hear smtg out from ur mouth tat are so sui~
I miss the days when u are so sui~
But now.....
anyway~
I hope that sui sister will cum back one day =]

拥抱

躺在主人的肩膀
感到很温暖
很幸福
多久没有享受这种感觉了？
但有姐姐在我身边
就算没有抱一下
没有得牵她的手
没有得靠她的肩膀
只要有姐姐在
我就感到无比的快乐
只要看到姐姐一眼
我都感到很幸福
姐姐说的一句感人的话
胜过几万个人的话
姐姐说的每一句话
对我来说是很有意义的
我都没有忘记姐姐对我说的每一句话
姐姐对我来说是非常重要的
简单的一句话让我甜到心里
简单的一句话我却从不忘记
简单的一句话
能使我开心
因为是你
姐姐
我仰慕的姐姐
我爱的姐姐~
刚才主人回家时
我抱着他
多希望时间能停留在那一刻
我们抱到很久
我都不肯放手
我很舍不得
我知道明年姐姐毕业了
我会更惨
姐姐无论如何
我都还爱着你~
我的好姐姐

Simple~*

There's smtg you cant change in life~
The life is yours, then its yours~
You cant change it~
And my heart~
The love for you never change~
If I can be v you
no matter rich or poor
I will be happy~
Actually
simple is nice~
Simple is a good life~
I can do watever I do~
Not like a princess rite?

平凡就好
不求荣华富贵
但愿能够和你在一起
就算暴风雨
天塌下来也好
我都会很幸福
就算不能做个公主
不能享受
但能够和你一起挨苦
和你有难同当，有福同享
我都心满意足了。。。
有时候
平凡也是一种幸福。。。

Oh My God ! ! !

Oh My God!!
I juz look back my older post~
that "puppy" ones~
Oh My God!!
I read back the post which I talk bout "Finally" and I juz say many bout sister!!!
I scold sister in there~
I say that this is the end of my life cuz I lost a sister and she still have another sister~
Oh My God!!!
I say many things bout sister~
I scolded her~
But she still treat me so gud~
She really is a very very very gud sister~
=' )
Thanks sister~
I am a very useless sister~
I am sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sorry!!!
I wanna shout OH MY GOOOOOD now~
lolx xD
I am sorry~ T^T
I shouldnt say those words to you~
I shouldnt say that its the end of our relationship and shouldnt say that You dun talk v me
I shouldnt say that I kacau u~
I am sorry~
In my heart
You always be my Good Sister >.<

Sister = )

Sister
Thank you
I treat you like that
you still smile and talk to me
I am really not a good sister
You are a good sister
Thank you and sorry sister
That day you still give me two smile and I didnt even reply you
I am still mad at you that time
I am sorry sister
In my heart
You are the best sister ever!!!
You are always in my heart
No matter what happens between you and me
I always love you
Even if one day I have to leave you
You must always remember
I still love you
If I treat you like that
that means I got something wrong
I got smtg cant say
I want you to be happy
sister
I am sorry
the 2nd time you come talk to me
two times
two times is my wrong!!!
I din even say a sorry to you
Sister,
I am sorry!!!
No matter what happens between you and me
I will be there when you are in trouble~
thx sister
I LOVE YOU!!!

Sister!!!!
I love you!!!!