Change

see the change in me??
1st week of holiday and after school reopen!!
I still prefer the fierce fierce me
hope the fierce fierce me faster cum back
i really nid it for marching~
i m serious

Change

There's a big change in me
FRom the 1st week of holiday
I stop admire anyone in this band and in this world
That time I'm the most fierce ever in life
I never saw myself so fierce b4
until the 2nd week
I still very yeng,very fierce cuz
I think that she is very yeng
I wanna learn from her
That time I start to admire her

after school reopen
I have a new hair cut
I m so yeng so fierce in my old haircut
cuz it covers half of my face
after new hair cut I bcame so cute n not fierce anymore

I even smile whenever think of her

I wish I can continue admire her cuz I really can learn many things from her
But at the same time I want the fierce fierce me faster come back
please??

Save me from love

Blog arh blog
Its been days I din't update u ==
I never let people read you eh~
eccepts for some frenz
but seems that they doesn't noe how to take care of the chance
nobody read you blog
I love you blog
but people love my misery blog
funny
anyway this blog only for jesus to read ~
I love Jesus

I practice for days
and I found that
since holiday
our relationship start to bcum worst and worst
and today finally smtg terrible happened in me
I dun like my sister so much anymore
in fact
I start to realize I'm falling with Su-Hwei
its a terrible mistake
she already have one in her heart
I...
Today when walking formation
suddenly feel that she is so yeng~
since last time I went to sarawak
we keep on texting every day
even talk in the phone
I...
start to like her that time
but now
today after walked finished everything
after I felt that she is so yeng
when we rest
I sit at the back and I sit in front beside her ><
when eating I choose the place sitting bside her
gosh
hope this love fast fast over
and ee teng eh fast fast cum back
what am i doing?!
I loved jia yi
then now su hwei?!
changed?!
==
Save me
really jesus save me!!
fall in love with her
what if she scold me??
I mah sad die??

btw she is so yeng today=3
aww...
add oil=D
i juz read her blog
ha!! talking bout saxophonist last time went out =D

My secret

Blog,

I only tell you my secret.cuz this blog is about secrets that I wanted to tell Jesus.

Actually
the 4 things that I loved the most is
BAND
sister
Angel
&
Jia Yi
KHNG Jia Yi
not other name but Khng

Jesus,
I know you planned all these things
I was once loved somebody
but I am very happy
that time
it is the most amazing year for me
This year
I loved Jia Yi until I wanna die
When i am small
I never loved somebody until like that even though they hate me or what
but this year
I loved JIa YI until I was like lack of oxygen~
Jesus
can you tell me the right way to go?

Jesus =)

Jesus...
You're the one..
Who planned everything
In our life
In our future
You are the creater of us...

Jesus,
I juz want happiness in my life~
and I juz want my frenz,sister and my beloved band~
My frenz hurt me every single day
But I know its your plann =)
I dunno what you wanted to do or tell me...
But I trusted you =)
and my beloved sister~
I love my sister..always
thx Jesus..
you're genious!!!
And my band~
I hope I can stay in the band forever...
and I hope I can be the most hardworking and the greatest f2 ever!!!
I hope I wont stim anymur =D
I noe its kind of too much...
Anyway~
that's my hope~
only hope I think~
Jesus you are the one who controls my life~
Its up to you Jesus..
take it if you want =)
I will follow=D
But I do wanna tell you..
I love my sister and band~

World~

World is full v everything~
I miss sister =)
well erm~
shock for your birthday card??
you know I made it whole day and din even listen to what teacher's says kay~
Sis, I love you~
cuz of I love you I scared that you're hurted...
I scared you dun receive cards and gifts~
so I made it two for you=)
Once again...
I Love you as a sister~
I wish our relationship will maintain until the end of theday=)
God...
I noe you can made it for us~
Juz two of us~
always together~
never leaves one another~
with all the joy and sorrow together~
only two of us~
=)
Jesus I noe you're always there for us~
with your love,Jesus
I hope you can always be there with us to protect us~
Jesus,
you're such a wonderful person...
though we dun see you we feel you~
I hope we're best frenz forever and sisters forever=')
Saturday is extremly nice day Jesus...
I noe the miracles that you made its so unbelieveable~
we all improve =D
I am so happy Jesus~
thx Jesus~
I noe you can make everything and you made everything~
I hope Band will keep on~
we always the best~
Saturday is a wonderful day for me cuz I din heard my name shouted and say that I am bad~
all the seniors said add oil and smile to us=D
I am so happy~
is this a dream??
If it is~
I hope this dream will maintain till always~
I hope this world will be as wonderful as 22ndof February 2011 and 26th of February 2011
Our relationship~
Our Band!!!
Thx Jesus for all this stuff~
I can tell Jesus~
I want my world will be like this two days~
and I wanna add my class---K2F =)
My world is full with joy,no scolding and juz improving and hard-working...
full v love of two sisters ;)
full with joy in K2F~
we all love you Jesus~
I rather hand overr my life to you Jesus~
With your love I know you will make every single person happy =)
Amen~

Life

What is life??
What's the meaning of life??
I am not enough hardworking..am I?
I am sorry...really sorry to my seniors...
Yesterday I walk all wrong when formation~
what can I do??
I don't want to did it wrong!!!
I nearly cried in the night~
=.=
I promised to do it better~
I promised~
I noe u all are dissapointed v me!!!
I also very dissapointed v myself!!
= (
today I got abit quarrel v master~
my heart is still pain~
I am sorry~


what has come to my life??
Jesus..
if you can hear me...
I juz hope that I can be happy again~
But...
without frenz and band,
How am i going to survive?
it is more painful and more sad than anything~

Why ? = (

Why everything have to be in this way??
Why?

You know?
yesterday nite I sleep with Angel...
I am crying when I am huging Angel~
Pillows wet, Angel is wet too...
I am thinking of who??
This time is not sister,is frenz~
Its abit bout sister lah~
I was thinking bout Su Hwei...
We two used to be frenz rite?
Since last time happen so many things...
She scolded me,din even play with me,din even talk v me...
Why like that?
I am sad...
Our relationship from frenz bcum senior and junior~
why?
I miss the days we're together~
I was crying when I think of how gud we are...
why?
Ru Qi and Chian Huey stick together~
Why?
What about me?
Have I done wrong anything?
Anything?
Juz tell me!!
Or am I too sensitive?
I dun even talk to master now!!!
I m angry..why things turn to be that way?
Chueng Ling din stick v us d arh..
But why khar mun like dun like me d?
Chian Huey...= (
I dun wanna talk bout this!!
I am crying!!
I dun have a frenz now!!
I am so sensitive rite?
Sister...
I wish I can tell you everything~
But I cant
I dun wanna have a mesyuarat again~
But really now I nid a listener...
Why?
Gid, pls tell me~
I am sorry!!!
I dunno what things I have done wrong!!!
But I juz want to be happy!!
You gave me but you took it away !!
why?
I juz want to be happy forever...
I dun wish to be rich? tall? and watever..
I juz want to be happy~
Pls....
tell me..is tat I m too sensitive?

SMS

Its been long time no sms sister~
long time no comunicate dy,even on facebook~
she treat me so gud~
she tag me in her photos,smiled to me when she saw me...
Today AGM she look at me see my reactions..I feel that but I am busying looking at my frenz xp
actually, I got think of sms her one~
But everytime when I think of it,it was midnight...
I know that she felt asleep,so I choose to look at her photos~
I m sorry~
so sorry~
Anyway,I know you got help me suggest to others bout I be wakil Kelab music and a post in band...Lee Xiang also
thx to you guys!!
One best senior,one best sister >.<
haha~today Lee Xiang tested my Prologue~Felt like I practiced it for long time~actually is 17th of Dec only prac~
today is Jan niah~
she said I not bad ^.^
thx well...
but my Facade like sai~ T^T
nvrm,juz like u all said, believe urself!!
Add Oil!!

AGM

I dunno is this proud or what..
I scared that my frenz dun like my tat style..
actually,
today AGM i was very happy...
from the time started AGM, my heart is beating faster and faster...
I thought that wakil of band is RuQi....And I hope that I can be wakil...
I was so dissapointed and I forgotten bout Iris~
she is band 's F2 wakil...
then, F2 乐谱仔eh post liao~
My heart is beating so fast that I can hear it!!!
Clarinet senior and all my senior say it was me..its truth~ when Lee Xiang said yes its xinyi that time...I felt like my heart stop in a sudden and I din hear tiok wat she said..
ok then the next one is my partner..My six sense told me it was Chian Huey...
I said, Chian Huey but they all say other ppl din say Chian Huey..my heart stop ma~ so i din hear tiok wat they say lorhh..I juz noe I say Chian Huey many times no ppl care me ==
It is really Chian Huey~ >.<
haha~
Amuakz the most weird and scary~
she joking b4 n said that she wanna b a yue qi guan li~
she really did tat post~
OMG...
HY be a zhong wu which her job wont crash with us one~
thats why they choose me and chian huey to that post so that we wont talk v HY very much but we talk to amuakz~ >.<
they so gud put Chian Huey and me this two best fren together~
haha...
later is the Kelab music's post~
I wish to be wakil but it will be unfair to RuQi..
Lee Xiang said that I am wakil..I am happy~ but at the same time I looked at RuQi..she's ntg~
she dun want any post pun~
gud that she is happy~
Pls RU Qi dun cuz of u are bad than HY then u felt so down and no use~
u r a genius actually~
I m the 1st one who clap hand for Amuakz from the moment I know she got that post~ paiseh niah xp I m so happy for her more than i felt happy for myself
My fren said that I got two post~
okay then ...speechless
But there's smtg I m suffering now
Shuen Yee said that we should talk 1st...dun so unresponsible~
I got say to Su Hwei,Sister and Lee Xiang arhh
that day only Yen Ying and Xin Ying go mahh
I m not that kind of person..I m so sad that I wanna cry!!! argh.. fine~
Today tell mum bout my happy thing in bnad~
no respond....I know she is not happy~
fine~I wont quit band!! tats all