Saturday, January 22, 2011

Why ? = (

Why everything have to be in this way??
Why?

You know?
yesterday nite I sleep with Angel...
I am crying when I am huging Angel~
Pillows wet, Angel is wet too...
I am thinking of who??
This time is not sister,is frenz~
Its abit bout sister lah~
I was thinking bout Su Hwei...
We two used to be frenz rite?
Since last time happen so many things...
She scolded me,din even play with me,din even talk v me...
Why like that?
I am sad...
Our relationship from frenz bcum senior and junior~
why?
I miss the days we're together~
I was crying when I think of how gud we are...
why?
Ru Qi and Chian Huey stick together~
Why?
What about me?
Have I done wrong anything?
Anything?
Juz tell me!!
Or am I too sensitive?
I dun even talk to master now!!!
I m angry..why things turn to be that way?
Chueng Ling din stick v us d arh..
But why khar mun like dun like me d?
Chian Huey...= (
I dun wanna talk bout this!!
I am crying!!
I dun have a frenz now!!
I am so sensitive rite?
Sister...
I wish I can tell you everything~
But I cant
I dun wanna have a mesyuarat again~
But really now I nid a listener...
Why?
Gid, pls tell me~
I am sorry!!!
I dunno what things I have done wrong!!!
But I juz want to be happy!!
You gave me but you took it away !!
why?
I juz want to be happy forever...
I dun wish to be rich? tall? and watever..
I juz want to be happy~
Pls....
tell me..is tat I m too sensitive?

Saturday, January 15, 2011

SMS

Its been long time no sms sister~
long time no comunicate dy,even on facebook~
she treat me so gud~
she tag me in her photos,smiled to me when she saw me...
Today AGM she look at me see my reactions..I feel that but I am busying looking at my frenz xp
actually, I got think of sms her one~
But everytime when I think of it,it was midnight...
I know that she felt asleep,so I choose to look at her photos~
I m sorry~
so sorry~
Anyway,I know you got help me suggest to others bout I be wakil Kelab music and a post in band...Lee Xiang also
thx to you guys!!
One best senior,one best sister >.<
haha~today Lee Xiang tested my Prologue~Felt like I practiced it for long time~actually is 17th of Dec only prac~
today is Jan niah~
she said I not bad ^.^
thx well...
but my Facade like sai~ T^T
nvrm,juz like u all said, believe urself!!
Add Oil!!

AGM

I dunno is this proud or what..
I scared that my frenz dun like my tat style..
actually,
today AGM i was very happy...
from the time started AGM, my heart is beating faster and faster...
I thought that wakil of band is RuQi....And I hope that I can be wakil...
I was so dissapointed and I forgotten bout Iris~
she is band 's F2 wakil...
then, F2 乐谱仔eh post liao~
My heart is beating so fast that I can hear it!!!
Clarinet senior and all my senior say it was me..its truth~ when Lee Xiang said yes its xinyi that time...I felt like my heart stop in a sudden and I din hear tiok wat she said..
ok then the next one is my partner..My six sense told me it was Chian Huey...
I said, Chian Huey but they all say other ppl din say Chian Huey..my heart stop ma~ so i din hear tiok wat they say lorhh..I juz noe I say Chian Huey many times no ppl care me ==
It is really Chian Huey~ >.<
haha~
Amuakz the most weird and scary~
she joking b4 n said that she wanna b a yue qi guan li~
she really did tat post~
OMG...
HY be a zhong wu which her job wont crash with us one~
thats why they choose me and chian huey to that post so that we wont talk v HY very much but we talk to amuakz~ >.<
they so gud put Chian Huey and me this two best fren together~
haha...
later is the Kelab music's post~
I wish to be wakil but it will be unfair to RuQi..
Lee Xiang said that I am wakil..I am happy~ but at the same time I looked at RuQi..she's ntg~
she dun want any post pun~
gud that she is happy~
Pls RU Qi dun cuz of u are bad than HY then u felt so down and no use~
u r a genius actually~
I m the 1st one who clap hand for Amuakz from the moment I know she got that post~ paiseh niah xp I m so happy for her more than i felt happy for myself
My fren said that I got two post~
okay then ...speechless
But there's smtg I m suffering now
Shuen Yee said that we should talk 1st...dun so unresponsible~
I got say to Su Hwei,Sister and Lee Xiang arhh
that day only Yen Ying and Xin Ying go mahh
I m not that kind of person..I m so sad that I wanna cry!!! argh.. fine~
Today tell mum bout my happy thing in bnad~
no respond....I know she is not happy~
fine~I wont quit band!! tats all